晴天 is just around the corner

THIS IS A LETTER I WROTE TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS... I'M NOT GOING TO SENT IT FOR REAL.

XXX:

So if you remember what OOO said about you liking me... if it's true, read on... but if it's not, you can pretty much stop here.

I've been thinking... the past few days I sometimes catch myself thinking about you when I'm alone. I thought about what OOO said about you liking me. I know this is probably not true, seeing how OOO says things to you that I never said. But if it was true, I want to tell you my feelings completely and just be honest with it, because I don't want any misunderstandings happen between us.

You are very kind and smart and really really funny. BTW you have amazing eyes. I love how you annoy me, and you know that everytime I tell you to stop, I don't really mean it.

I love having you as my friend, but sometimes I feel maybe there is more than that... maybe... maybe there's more. 

I don't feel like this year's time has been enough to know all of you at king. I regret having to leave you guys, and not just staying and becoming more friends with you than ever. To have a history with you guys that we will all remember. I feel like there could be a history if I'd just let it happen.

So I'm leaving... it's not like we can be friends forever. I know better. 

Is a little bit more than being friends love? I don't believe so. Love gets to the point where you can't control it. Where everything becomes clear... you either love, or you don't. It's that simple. True, I do think about you... a lot these days, but it's not enough to be called love.

People can grow apart after not seeing each other for so long. And the truth is: it's going to happen to us... it has always been that way.

I love hearing you talk about the things you are interested in. You have so much passion for the things you love. I'll miss you. And now that I'm leaving... I guess... this is it. It'll have to be enough.

Always yours

                    Yu Ching 3.24.2013